Saturday, August 9, 2008

"All my magical moments happen at 4 am"

You ever have someone make you feel like you don't exist?

You ever have someone make you feel like your not alive? or never were?

But have you ever felt like that towards someone? Have you ever just completely forget about someone? Someone that once was close? You ever see a picture of someone or an old email or anything and say WOW, this person was real, this person had an IMPACT on my life, and for a LONG time I completely forgot they even existed.

And you ever want to tell someone exactly how you feel about them? That there are things other than themselves that matter in the world and that there are SO many people out there BETTER (Looking, thinking, acting, etc) than they will ever be?

You ever want to slap the living SHIT out of a friend doing something that you BOTH know is wrong?

You ever lie? I don't mean like a little white lie or a lie to your parents about where you REALLY were saturday night, but a total fucking if you ever told someone the truth they would slap the shit out of YOU lie?

You ever just flip the fuck out on someone undeserving because you could never EVER flip out on the person you truly want to flip out on? (Read: Above)

You ever run away from EVERYTHING? And not give a shit about it?

That's the problem with people.

We are all connected.

Animals, they live, die, etc. Animal life goes on.

But we're different.

You can't just do something for yourself.

People are effected by other people's actions.

Even this blog post, and this one, everything I write or do for myself, well it's guaranteed that SOMEONE is going to be effected. Maybe thats the beauty of it, maybe that just shows that we're never TRULY alone.

You ever fall in love?

Not just normally fall in love with someone who shares your same interests and hobbies and what not.

But fall in love with someone you didn't think you would? That you didn't necessarily even want to?

You ever just ACCEPT someone? Not just DEAL with them, but to truly ACCEPT them?

You should try it someday,

cause the feeling,

well somethings(and people), you just don't forget exist,

they're THAT important.

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